November 02, 2001

Bad days

Well when are they not bad eh? Hmm....... had a nerve racking day till now..... a great good pal screamed at me for like half an hour together... For a change the fault was mine, in fact the whole relationship in this case is a markedly different from what i usually get into. Give and take ratio is like 2:98. Started the day with wanting to lose her....... ended with wishing like hell only if things were easier and that she stayed on with me...... Unrealistic expectations....... wot started the day with...... is where i am now........

Have lots of work to do..... plus a nice personal project to code....... Might list it on sourceforge if some day i can get the quality of the code to something like even a pre-alpha level. Well, what is it? heheheee..... a goddamn CMS of crs........... :)